What does the first stage of spritual awakening feel like
What to expect during the 7 stages of spiritual awakening - part one
IS IT COMMON TO FEEL LIKE YOU ARE GOING BONKERS?
Are you newly spiritually awakened?
In this initial phase of a spiritual awakening, you can feel totally discombobulated, totally crazy and totally anxious.
Are you feeling any of these?
Do you feel like everything in your life that once felt safe - structures, belief systems and sense of self suddenly feel like they are falling apart?
Are you finding it hard to function in your daily life?
Finding it difficult to concentrate?
Are you noticing number sequences and crazy synchronicities?
Feel like you are going nuts?
Do you feel weird, wacky things like you are starting to feel that you can hear the trees and birds talk?
Do you feel like your senses are buzzing, and, you can see with more clarity, hear with more clarity?
Whilst at the same time, do you feel an increased sense of love, connection and empathy?
Welcome: This is stage one of your spiritual awakening beautiful soul.
This initial first stage of awakening is intense and it can feel like an ambush in your senses and inner world. It’s a time where you start to question who you are, your beliefs about everything, your job, relationships, absolutely everything. It can be so incredibly confusing. Have you recently discovered that you have an insatiable thirst for spiritual knowledge and understanding? Have you found yourself spending copious hours devouring spiritual literature? Wondering what is 3D matrix? 5D? What does it all mean?
This stage can create a sense of fear, feel incredibly alarming, overwhelming, lonely, isolating, scary, odd and this is because everything is shifting within you. These experiences are the catalyst for your spiritual awakening. Your soul light, your consciousness, your connection to the higher realms is opening and evolving.
The old is falling away, social conditions, limiting beliefs, fears, egoic thought structures and slowly your true essence, your beautiful soul will shine as you step on the path of living your life from your heart, connected to the Divine. This is so exciting! Even though right now it’s can feel not the least bit exciting, just totally overwhelming and scary. The old has to crumble away before the new can be birthed.
Please know that this initial intense period will settle down and you will be discovering divine flow in divine time. Whilst you may be having a really tough time right now, this path of your soul evolution is happening for your highest good. Your higher self – your infinite, eternal soul that resides in heaven will never allow anything to happen without your permission. We all choose the time and the way in which we awaken. You chose this, breathe beloved soul and know that whilst everything feels so weird, you are changing, rearranging and most importantly you are safe. This phase can last anywhere from a few weeks to a few months. Your Angels know the best path and timing for your soul.
These experiences are the most wonderful, magical catalyst for your soul growth, for your realisation that you are an infinite, eternal, magnificent being of the light. You will be remembering who you truly are, you will be remembering that we all part of the oneness, this is the return of unification.
Many years ago
I took a photo of some friends and the kids having dinner, we were all having a fun curry and board game night. Later that night I zoomed in to look at myself, as I was being questionably vain in that moment / directed by my team of spirit. Once I zoomed into the photo, there next to me, clear as day was a spirit. A young girl; you could see the fibres of her hair and the details of her face. I ran into my husband excitedly calling, Oh my God I’ve got a photo of a spirit! Having always felt that connection to the spirit world. It was not a surprise to me. After the initial excitement, it then turned to fear, what did it mean? Was it an omen? And then in the weeks to follow I realized there was a portal open behind me, and a room filled with spirits and animals. This was the start of my Spiritual Awakening.
Spiritual Awakenings come in all shapes and sizes, we know that some people have near death experiences, others hit absolute rock bottom in life. Some may have spirit visitations or they may have found themselves deeply questioning everything that is currently going on this planet. Sometimes an awakening can be a drip feed, slow and steady, where others experience a sudden, finite moment. And often if your awakening is sudden, it’s a date you will never forget. Mine was 22nd of July 2017.
Back then I didn’t know who to turn to. I saw a couple of extremely expensive mediums, had the house space cleared. I continued to have spirit visitations, unusual things happening. Hearing my name being called, seeing spirits everywhere, in photos, or on particular type surfaces. I actually thought I was coming mad. There were times when I felt totally scared. I did all types of things that were totally bonkers; wore a beanie in 40-degree heat to dull my crown chakra light, stuck glittery paper over the front door to reflect the spirits back, saged the house every day, slept with the light on all night; whilst at the same time caring for my three young kids and I was teaching. I was so overwhelmed and exhausted!
When I reflect now on this stage I went through many years ago, I feel so much compassion for myself.
My greatest wish is to offer you reassurance, comfort and let you know that you are safe. That is happening for you, for your soul evolution here on earth school. Thus, enabling you to be all of who you truly are and discovering in divine timing that deep connection to your soul purpose.
Also, please note many people do not wish to see Spirits, as they say it would absolutely freak them out. If your higher self chooses to not see but to sense or hear, then that will be your path. Not everyone sees, but at the stage my higher-self had given the green light on my clairvoyance. Your Angels will work with you depending on your own strengths and innate gifts.
There are many stages of Spiritual Awakening, but the first one can be very jarring; it jolts you out of your slumber, your amnesia. It can all feel quite shocking.
We arrive in earth school, forgetting who we truly are, thus the purpose of this first stage of the awakening, is to wake you up. Becoming aware that beyond who you think you are there is so much more. You are in fact an incredible multidimensional being of the light.
As you move though the seven stages of Spiritual Awakening, you will look back and marvel at how spirit handed you each piece of this enormous magnificent puzzle, so perfectly in divine timing at each stage. Each stage will be offering you your soul lessons for your soul growth.
Take comfort. This is the first stage of the rest of your life. Living as the true you. Living as your true essence.
During this first stage you are awakening to the realization of the magic of this universe. You are awakening to your infinite power and connection to God source.
It’s easy for me to say trust the process, don’t feel scared. But please trust the process and don’t feel scared. You are not alone. Invite the energy of the angels to wrap their incredible wings around you and just lean into their comfort. Because they will be right there by your side helping you through this time.
Whether you realise to or not right now are a lighter worker, and this is just the first step of moving into your role here, holding the frequencies of love, harmony, peace from the higher realms and grounding it into earth. You are loved, you are safe beautiful soul. You will get through this initial difficult wake up period.
5 things you can do to help yourself during stage 1 of spiritual awakening.
Talk to your Guardian Angels and ask Archangel Michael to protect you and make you feel safe.
Surround yourself with Archangel Michael’s electric blue light and place yourself in a sphere of golden and white light
Connect with mother earth, spend as much time on nature, sitting or walking or swimming and stay there until you own heartbeat comes into sync with mother earth. She is able out alchemize and transmute lower frequencies and clear and harmonize your energy field
Explore different types of spiritual meditations, spend time each day in meditation, even if you are start with just 5 – 10 minutes and build from there. I will be posting weekly meditations
Journal, write down your emotions, as these are your inner compass, your navigation system. Our emotions need to be seen, heard, validated and by journalling this will help your emotions to be witnessed, processed, transmuted so your nervous systems can find calm and return to homeostasis. Place you had your heart and soothe the anxieties by speaking gently to yourself and tell yourself that are safe.
If you feel called, you may wish to have an energy healing, or attend to sound bath. Spirit may guide your intuition to search up spiritual podcasts, books, or different spiritual teachers. In time, you will find your spirit tribe to help and guide you through your gifted awakening. I am also here to support you.
Often in the first stages of awakening, you can feel alone. Spirit will guide you to have this quiet time, as this spiritual awakening is an inner journey.
You are here to anchor in more light as the earth ascends, moving from ego to heart, from fear to faith and love and harmony. This is commonly known as moving from a third dimensional state of consciousness int a fifth dimensional state of consciousness.
These are extremely transformative times, you have signed up for this, your teams of angels’ guides, Guardian angels have your back. They can’t help until you ask so all you need to do is ask. The angels surround you with love and comfort and blessings during your transition . Your magical metamorphosis. You’ve got this.
I’ll be writing more over time about what to expect during the 7 stages of your spiritual awakening.
